Dream 3/?/15 -Sacrificial Love

My dreams are often prophetic, either in my personal life or in the bigger picture world scene.  Before my sister had her first child I had a dream of her at 3ish years old.  My sister was sick, and the exact details of the dream played out three years later.  Her daughter looked exactly as she did in my dream at three yrs old, curls and all.  My sister also had a major health scare at that time.

I've always dreamt about fights my husband and I would have ahead of time (lucky him;). 

  I rarely have nightmares or scary dreams but in March I had this dream:

I was in a big city on a bus or subway.  Demonic forces wanted my life.  They would seek me out of the crowds and try to grab me and strike me with a sword.  Everytime, they would nearly get me.  I would get off one bus and run to another, narrowly escaping death.  On one of the bus's was my current husband who had left me (in the dream).  He had become a slithering drunk.  He was no help whatsoever even though I was being severely attacked.  I got off that bus.  Onto another, and just as these demonic forces were about to kill me I woke up.  

Interpretation:  So, when I had this dream I thought my husband was sober (an ex alcoholic), but he wasn't.  He was just living a double life and lying to me everyday.  He was good too.  I'm a solid detective with supersonic senses, and while I did suspect things at times I let it go.  So, like a year and a half goes by when suddenly I discover he's been lying and drinking the whole time.  The fact that he "left me" in the dream and became a drunk probably meant that he left me emotionally (by sneaking around) and drinking.  Now, I understand lying and addiction go hand in hand.  But when you're married to an addict, life is crazy.  You don't have trust in your relationship.  That's right, a relationship without trust?  How can you do it?  I don't know!  I've been trying to figure that out;-).  Is this dream about the demons involved in this scenario?  Is it a warning dream to me?  I know our society paints this picture of everyone deserving so much more in relationships. And you need trust to survive, and once he "breaks" you he can never "fix" you.  But, I don't need my husband to "fix" me.  Whatever happened to selfless love?  What about loving the way Jesus did?  Sacrificial love.  Yes, this is a sacrificial love.  One that's aiming to kill me!  But it won't...

  Perhaps, the enemy is attacking my husband because his faith is weak.  Maybe he's using his weak faith to try and dismantle mine.  But guess what?  He doesn't know what's coming...