In Retrospect

  In the last month or so I've immersed myself in information overload.  Looking back, I probably should have digested it before I even spoke, but that's not my nature.  No, I'm not a moderate person when it comes to information.  If there's something to be known I reach right down into the bowels of Hell to find it if I have to.  Not even thinking about whether I'm ready, or if it's safe.  I think of Eve being tempted in the garden of eden.  Would I have been tempted by the knowledge of good and evil?  Heck yah!  But apparently I didn't learn from her story, and many people don't.  We have to experience these things first hand.  I could see myself heading into a bad place, but still I had to know.  Knowledge can be used for good and it can turn evil.   I can see why many of Paul's writings (and others) were left out of the Bible.  They weren't meant for everyone.  Information becomes knowledge and is like a sword.  The more you obtain, the heavier the sword gets, but that does you no good if you don't know how to use the sword.  Learn from my failures and know that a little information--knowledge and a little know how are better than a lot of knowledge and little know how.   With that in mind, I'm not sure where I'll go from here, but I'm not going to go out of my way trying to convince anyone that the Illuminati is real and that Hinduism (New Age theology) is fast becoming the largest religion in the world (and it's not nearly as innocent and docile as it appears) and that there's some really unspeakably evil things happening in the world right now.  If you're interested, look into it a little but don't get all ocd like me... trust me.  Knowledge can be addictive to the point of being detrimental.  Curiosity killed the cat.  Contrariwise, ignorance is not bliss, but I think there's a happy in between that most of us will find suitable.  I'm still trying to find that balance.  Meantime,  I'm going to try and learn to use this sword that's too heavy to even pick up right now!  Oy...