Purpose Reality Awakening

I came to God because the more I observed the reality of the world the more overwhelmed with anguish I became.  It felt like God put X-ray glasses on me and suddenly I could see everything that was happening in the world.  The good, the bad, and the absolutely horrendous. I saw masses of animals being abused and tortured and people laughing about it, I saw children's lives given to sex slavery and abuse across the globe and nobody does anything about it, I saw the corruption of money and the havoc it wreaks on everyone through the food system and through the medical system.  I saw countries and religions and political groups at war.  I saw men worshipping satan and worse, I saw American youth being brainwashed into satanic worship without even knowing it through popular music and media.  I saw the greed, the hate and violence, the delusion of the new age, the delusion of vanity, the delusion of success and accomplishment, the delusion of wealth.  I saw the state of the Earth, the animals being forced out of their natural habitat and massive death through corporate takeover and drought.  I saw the Earth groaning and withering covered in the sludge of mankinds careless pusuits. I realized nobody was going to come in and save the Earth.  I realized it was going to die.   I saw what was coming...

  The more I sought God through nightly prayer/meditation/conversation, the more he would reveal to me and consequently the more urgently I sought answers and in seeking the answers clues (and revelations) started showing up.  Now, in my earthly life I'm a pretty solid detective, but God's language often requires knowledge of him.  We find that knowledge from reading his book, his testimony, HIS word.  And so, like any good detective I began reading it,  and I continue to read it, searching for clues and getting to know him.  In getting to know him I realized that the only way out of this world is through him and that my only true puropse here on this Earth at this time is to spread seeds of truth in the hopes of opening eyes. I realized who I truly am here in knowing what this is all about.  So many people see the trees and neglect the forrest.  I'm here in an attempt to show them the forrest so they too will wake up to the truth of who they are, who God is and the purpose of it all.