Anyway, before I read the Bible I thought there were a lot of Christians. After I read the Bible I wondered if there were any. This is how profoundly eye opening the Bible is, and the reason I always encourage people to READ it! The God that I read about in the Bible was SO different than the picture churchianity gives you. I didn't want to criticize people, and criticize the churches, but this is God we're talking about! This is important! This is truth! It's life or death. When I look at the church, I see good, loving people, who kinda sorta care about God. Kinda sorta care about truth. Kinda sorta believe he will return someday and that his word is alive and active. Kinda sorta... really? Wow... I'm still trying to process this phenomenon, but regardless of what the flock does or doesn't do, I'm charging forward toward the truth that is narrow and knowing full well why few find it. They don't even look!
To this day, I have little interest in the world, and tremendous interest in truth. Research is my life. Once in a while family and friends force me to get out of my mind and have "fun" (love you guys). My mom and I continue our debates, as there is a lot to discuss and ponder both within the Biblical sphere and the sphere of conspiracy (Satan's dominion). We are all susceptible to deception, especially if we have not yet discovered the basic truth which is the reality that God is specific. He is not subject to our imaginations. He is real he is alive, and this is His world.
I hope this story engages you, annoys you, pokes and prods you to seek higher understanding from above.
*In all honesty, I don't think I would have actually become of nun. But I thank God he didn't allow me to make that fateful decision, especially knowing what I now know about the Catholic Church and what they do to nuns! Sometimes we don't understand why we have the issues we have in our lives, but God does. We need to trust that.
*Sidenote about the house I lived in is that I actually bought it from a really nice hippy family thinking it had good energy. They were environmentally friendly, non toxic naturalists who had this huge shrine in one of their bedrooms with all of the new age "ascended masters", Buddha, Krishna, incense, crystals.. you know. I was still coming out of this stuff so it didn't bother me, and I still saw it as "good energy". Well.. sometimes "good energy" can turn bad really fast. I still wonder if the "energies" (spirits) in the house were literally being exorcised when I brought the Bible into the picture. When I really started reading it and getting into it. They put up a good fight, but LOST.